I couldn’t find any posts on tumblr to reblog that expressed how i feel right now, so i guess i’m gonna say it myself. A lot of people are gonna say that what i feel is just puppy love, i’m too young to be this in love and stuff like that. But fuck that. for real, just fuck it. i love my girl, she means the world to me, nobody could replace her. Everyone’s experienced this before, even if you thought yours wouldn’t last, you still want it to more than anything. And that’s exactly what i want too. The feel i get, when i feel her skin on mine, her lips on mine, wrapping myself around her. All of that always feels the most right, nothing’s ever that okay and trouble-free when i’m anywhere else. By her side, in her arms, close to her is the only place i know i belong for sure.
I met her a little over a year ago, i saw her by McDonalds. It was the best sight of my life, i saw her smile, she was singing to a bunch of mutual friends we had. I just had to know her. Like a stalker, i went home and did as much research about her as possible, trying to get in contact with her. I couldn’t get her off my mind. I thought of her night and day. And by standards today, this is gonna be pretty rare, but i would never ever even think of cheating on her. She’ll always be my one and only, that’s how i feel. It doesn’t matter if anyone reading this thinks i’m just sprung. She’ll never be replaced.
A couple months passed, i transferred school and what do you know? I ended up in the same one as her. And to be honest, along all the hallway greets and hugs in between class, i fell more and more in love. There was nothing i would look forward to than hugging her every time. I never thought there was a thing as ‘too much effort’, still don’t think there is, i would always put 100% into seeing her.
Anyway, the past few days have been hard.. I love her still, more than anything. more than i will anyone. She means the world to me, honestly. and i would do so much for her. I told her i’d sew a pillow from scratch if the ones she had weren’t comfy enough, i really meant it.
And now summer’s coming up, i told her i wanna spend everyday of it working on us. It would be a real honor to be able to do that. I wanna spend day by day, holding her and keeping her safe in my arms. Even just chilling on the couch and watching a bunch of her favorite shows that i don’t even understand would feel amazing. i want her just close by me. I miss her.